this is gonna be an emo post. so yeah...

aiyo. i dont feel myself la! why?!! when i see my photos or my own reflection that time, i feel like im looking at a stranger la. why?!!! it is me, but it isnt too. but the best thing is when i look into my eyes, i dont feel anything familiar. it's like the eyes have no expression, no feeling. the eyes are dead.

p.s. juz for ur info, this is blog is only for my malaysian friends nia. no one in aussie knows i have this blog.