i don't feel myself..
i feel like a stranger.. why??

That’s Not Me
I look at the reflection of a stranger.
Somehow alien and familiar.
It would have been funny.
If only it wasn’t true.

The owner of those eyes is me.
The owner of that nose is me.
The owner of that mouth is me.
The owner of those ears is me.

That’s not me!
That’s not me…

All of those are mine.
With the same shape and colour.
But there’s something empty and different.
It’s like the old, real me is inside.
Only covered with more flesh and scars from the past.

That’s not me!
That’s not me…

I see a person so familiar.
But her movement feels so alienated to me.
It’s her, the body’s hers.
But not those movement, not those expressions.

That’s not me!
That’s not me…

I hear a voice so familiar.
But the way it speaks, the words it says, feel so alienated to me.
It’s her, the voice’s hers.
But not those words, not those expressions.

That’s not me!
That’s not me…

What have I become?
Did someone or something claim my body?
Did I lost my soul somewhere during the journey?
Because that’s me..

why the hell is blogger not working properly?!!! i cant align this, i cant change font and colour!! wtf?! anywaayy...

i finally decided which subjects to choose! FINALLY! *wipes sweat*

english advanced = 2 units
maths = 2 units
maths extension = 1 units
biology = 2 units
chemistry = 2 units
chinese = 2 units
business studies = 2 units
psychology = 1 unit
TOTAL! = 14 units

14 is actually counted a lot. so i shall be superwoman for 2 years. >.<

blogger's not working again! =.=

anyway i very pening la!!! wat subjects shd i take?!!! we're choosing subjects for year 11!! i duno wat to choose!! minimum 12 units, basically each subjects got 2 units. this are the subjects im 100% taking:

english = 2 units
maths = 2 units
extension maths = 1 unit
chemistry = 2 units
biology = 2 units
phychology = 1 unit
chinese = 2 units
total = 12 units

but i wan take 1 more subject in case but i duno which to choose.

timber = 2 units
physics = 2 units
business studies = 2 units
economics = 2 units

i REALLY REALLY wanna take timber. something special and i like doing kerja kayu. BUT my theory about kayu damn teruk AND im scared i'll be the only girl AND i'll be a loner because nobody i know taking lo. wth maybe i'll even be the ONLY student taking timber. HELP!!!!! i scared suicide wei.

SHD I TAKE THE RISK?!!!

im damn pissed off.

my english teacher is forcing us to read a book, called '1984'. and guess when it was written.

1949!!!

the english not to say very deep la. but deep enough that in a page there's practically 10 words i duno. =.= and its talking about the 'future'. for us no la. but for the author at that time it was. it was written in 1949 and is about 1984. and i dont understand what it is trying to say. damn blur lo.

another thing is my mom. dont even know wat to say about her. I GIVE UP!!

spiders L-O-V-E me.
they seriously very attracted to me lo. don't know good or bad lo.

thank god im not scared. my friends ar. spider not on them, they already scream.once in a blue moon i stand that place and everytime sure got spider land on me. my friends stand there practically everyday, no spiders land on them.

screw winter la.

lips crack till wan smile also cannot. make me look so fierce.
hands and legs numb.
skin like snake peeling skin.
wind blow, hair become bird nest.
walk a bit, teeth start clattering.
wear so much, not fat also fat la.......

im totally speechless about winter.

ini ialah kerja rumah saya dari cikgu baru saya, Puan Tee Siau Thung. xD

Tee Siau Thung, berumur 15+ tahun. Pada tahun 2009, 23 November, beliau akan berumur 16 tahun. fuiyo, sudah sangat tua. Dia sangat 'qian da', sentiasa kacau saya dan kawan kawan lain. Dia pun sangat semangat, sentiasa pergi training. train train train sampai dia sendiri pun sudah nak jadi orang india. hitam sampai malam pun hampir tak nampak, nampak gigi saja. (joking, tak sengaja nak racist punya) Walau bagaimanapun, dia pun sangat baik orang, sudi jadi guru bm saya. sudah tentu la, dia suami saya, mesti harus ajar la. jika tak, dia awal awal pun mati liao.

kerja rumah saya habis! bm saya sangat baik hor? xD 100%!

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yang tadi itu ialah kerja rumah Lim Jin Zhi. Karangannya sangat banyak kesalahan dan saya sebagai gurunya akan tolong dia membetulkannya.

ini ialah kerja rumah saya dari cikgu baru saya, Professer Tee Siau Thung. xD

dia tidak menulis tajuk karangan

Prof Tee Siau Thung, berumur 15( + tidak digunakan dalam karangan) tahun. Pada 23 November tahun 2009, beliau ( ini sangat bagus ) akan berumur 16 tahun, (fuiyo tidak boleh digunakan dalam karangan) sudah sangat tua(fakta yang salah). Beliau (atas guna beliau sini pun mesti guna beliau) sangat 'qian da'(bahasa melayu tidak mempunyai perkataan demikian) , sentiasa kacau saya dan kawan-kawan lain. Beliau pun sangat semangat, sentiasa pergi perlatihan sekolah, latih latih latih sampai beliau sendiri pun telah jadi orang India. Hitam sampai malam pun hampir tak nampak pada waktu malam, hanya nampak giginya sahaja. (joking, tak sengaja nak racist punya) keterangan tidak perlu ditulis Walau bagaimanapun, beliau pun sangat baik orangnya, sudi menjadi guru Bahasa Melayu saya. Sudah tentu la, beliau suami saya, mesti haruslah mengajar la. Jika tidak, beliau awal-awal telah mati liao.

kerja rumah saya habis! bm saya sangat baik hor? xD 100%! element syok sendiri tidak diperlukan

tiada menulis patah perkataan

secara keseluruhannya, pelajar ini haruslah lebih berusaha untuk mengarang karangan dengan lebih serius dan harus lebih berusaha lagi.

23/100

drpd prof thung

ini ialah kerja rumah saya dari cikgu baru saya, Puan Tee Siau Thung. xD

Tee Siau Thung, berumur 15+ tahun. Pada tahun 2009, 23 November, beliau akan berumur 16 tahun. fuiyo, sudah sangat tua. Dia sangat 'qian da', sentiasa kacau saya dan kawan kawan lain. Dia pun sangat semangat, sentiasa pergi training. train train train sampai dia sendiri pun sudah nak jadi orang india. hitam sampai malam pun hampir tak nampak, nampak gigi saja. (joking, tak sengaja nak racist punya) Walau bagaimanapun, dia pun sangat baik orang, sudi jadi guru bm saya. sudah tentu la, dia suami saya, mesti harus ajar la. jika tak, dia awal awal pun mati liao.

kerja rumah saya habis! bm saya sangat baik hor? xD 100%!

My exams are screwed.