this is gonna be an emo post. so yeah...

aiyo. i dont feel myself la! why?!! when i see my photos or my own reflection that time, i feel like im looking at a stranger la. why?!!! it is me, but it isnt too. but the best thing is when i look into my eyes, i dont feel anything familiar. it's like the eyes have no expression, no feeling. the eyes are dead.

p.s. juz for ur info, this is blog is only for my malaysian friends nia. no one in aussie knows i have this blog.

OMG!! finally blogger works~ yipee~ lame i know. LOL!

anyway omg la!! i cant wait for november. but still so long. got to go through my major exam end of year first T.T

this is the latest update of my nicknames.

- GoldenSpider

- SummerBlue

- SammyBoii/Sammy

- RandomMe/Random

- Ah Zhi/Zhi

- JayZee

- JinJee (somehow some of my frens cant pronounce 'Z'. LOL!)

- JZ

- Jimbee

- Xiao Jin Jin (i hate this)

- Jin (i hate this)

- Zhi (i also hate this)

Jin is a lot of korean guy's name and Zhi is a singaporean guy's name =.= and most ppl think Jin Zhi is a guy's name. my science teacher wrote in my report: 'HIS mid-year exam was dissapointing. HE needs to improve... HIS ...' go die la. im a GIRL la!!

it's HOLIDAY now!! =D wee~ 2 weeks~ but i got so many assessments and assignments lo. got speech somemore. then the second week of hols i need to do volunteer work in a bookshop. thanks to my dearest mom lo. from 8am-1pm, which means i got to reach train station at 7am, which also means i need to wake up at 6am. and all this for NO PAY!!

im getting lazy to blog again >.<

so man man wait for the next post ba~

and HAPPY SWEET 16 to all these ppl through out the year!

schew ee, amanda, pei yun, kai xian, jia qian, clarice~

and my ah gong ah ma, stanley chai, wei tar, stanley eng.

prof thung says :

gao dim the countdown timer at last :D

nice leh nice leh :D

If cant see the "What I'm Waititng For" part,

reload the page again and again and again,

or cclose and reopen the page again,

until u can see it :D