My short story written in class yesterday. The first line was given btw.

The knife was embedded deep in his chest. Fresh, bright red blood gushing out of her worst enemy’s chest. Seeing the soul leaving his body and his tortured look before his death was the best scene she ever saw.

Before this, Summer had never thought this would ever happen to her. She was always the girl in the background. No one notices her. She never breaks school rules, never even handed her work in late. She was just an ordinary girl with an ordinary life.

Up until when she was ten years old. She found out a very disturbing truth. Her mother was cheating on her father. Maybe it wasn’t such a big deal, but to an innocent ten years old, it was. Summer had always wondered who was her mother talking to late at night or in the early mornings, or when her mother receives a package with fancy clothes and stuff, or even when her mother says she was going for a business trip. Although her mother did a good job covering everything, Summer always suspected something. Maybe it was because she was her mother’s daughter, she knows her mother particularly better.

One day curiosity got the better of Summer. She decided to face her fear and find out the truth about her mother’s affair. She had kept telling herself, she was thinking too much and that her mother had and always will stay loyal to her father. But a strange, overwhelming feeling tells her the opposite.

During midnight, she crept into her parent’s room and took her mother’s cell phone out from underneath her mother’s pillow. Summer had always felt the vibration of the phone coming from underneath her mother’s pillow when she was younger. It was the place where her mother had thought would be safe from any curious hands. Not any longer.

While she read the text messages, she cried. Her suspicion was all true. Since then, every time she hears her mother on the phone, or when her mother treats her father particularly lovingly, her heart breaks that much more and she will cry herself to sleep. Night after night she cried streams of tears that will never dry. Or that’s what she thought.

When the phone calls and ‘business trips’ got more frequent, her patience ran out. Summer had been holding back for 5 years now. For those 5 years, her life had been hell. The life that she knew had changed forever. She had to wear a mask, to show that everything’s fine. The harder she laughed on the outside, the harder she cried on the inside. She couldn’t take it any longer. She confronted her mother. Her mother’s words were like sharp knifes piercing through her heart, tearing her apart. Those words ‘I love David. I don’t care whatever you or your father thinks or feels! I had enough of both of you! You’re my daughter! You’re supposed to support me! If not, just deal with it!’ she will forever remember.

From then on, her heart was as cold as ice. She never cried any longer, which was what that leads her to this situation. A knife dripping with blood in her bloody hands. A tortured corpse of the man that ruined her life right before her, soaked with blood. Her mother screaming somewhere in the room. Looking at her masterpiece, Summer smiled, imagining the man’s pain before his death. She thought ‘They forced me! I didn’t have a choice! They forced me! They forced me…’

okay. this post is gonna blow ur minds. okay, maybe not.

anyway, went to chloe's hse last sunday with lisa, tina, theresa, aisha, joanne(everyone have an english name =.=)

the way to chloe's hse was scary. have to pass through these 2 very narrow and dark lorong. i kesian chloe. but le her hse.

FUIYO!!!!!!!!

it's a PALACE!!!

the moment we go in *jaws drop to the floor*! we keep saying 'OMG OMG!! THIS is YOUR house?!!!!' for me, i keep saying 'HOLY SHYT!!' my only words. totally speechless. and guess what? this hse was initially bought for HOLIDAY!! yes. holiday! wtf. holiday hse so damn grand d. i cant imagine her hse in china. =.= anyway this hse is old, like really from the 70s, the earliest. structure of it was so old-ish sophisticated type. the moment i go in, i think of love story mv, with people dress up and everything.

this palace has:
-3 floors
-a tennis/badminton/basketball court
-a swimming pool
-a small park
-3 balconies (the scenes from there like the love story mv, if it was maintain properly, it would be better)
-4 different stairs. (1. from the first floor- which is the place the maid cook and eat for themselves and carpark, to the second floor- the KIDS' living room and study room. 2. from the second floor to the second and a half floor- the ADULTS' living room and dining room and kitchen. 3. to the third floor- bedrooms. 5 bedrooms. BIG bedrooms. 4. to the underground room- place where the maids sleep, and WINE CELLAR!!)
-a very traditional WINE CELLAR!! like the movies, only with more spiderwebs >.<
-5 different designed toilet. one is all pink, very girlish. another is traditional, made of wood. this toilet like hse oni u know. TOILET also like hse! others duno, din see.
-7 40' PLASMA TV!
-2 maids (thats quite little for a place like this, no wonder outside not so nice la)

cant remember got what d. big until i CANT remember!! we took 1 hour and a half to look through her whole hse!! her hse will really be breathe taking if it had better maintainance for the outside. without that i also speechless d. since im speechless, i'll show u guys pics. sry so little pics, they all belum send me. lazy to wait d.

the front gate view. the number very ... lo >.<

this is the chandeliar in the KIDs' living room!! imagine the one in the ADULTS'!! *pengsan* we didn't take cos her grandma there.

the WINE CELLAR!! feel like im in a museum.

lisa's pic not nice. i need tina's!! but itu orang tak on9 =.=

i wish i wasnt so

useless.

anyway here are more poems by me that i wrote last week.

Memories
The sight so familiar, our sweet memories,
Playing right before my eyes, my fellow buddies.
I can see it, it's so near.
But when I grasp for it, it dissappears.

I want to scream.
Blood rushing through my bloodstream.
I want to cry.
Streams of tears that can never dry.

But mostly I want to laugh,
Because I have to be tough.
I'll be strong, my fellow buddies,
Because I have our memories, sweet memories.

Don't ever look back,
Or your heart will crack.
Don't ever worry of moving on,
As you'll never know what's waiting upon.

As long as you have our memories,
It'll last forever long.


Happy ending
People hear laughter,
I hear cries.
People see happiness,
I see sadness.

Am I a sadist??
Well, maybe.
Am I a realist??
Hell, you bet I'll be!

But here's the truth, mate!
There ain't no happy endings.
Haven't you heard?
In every moment of happiness, there's ten moments of sadness.

Once the happiness is over,
The sorrows will take over.
So don't keep your hopes up,
As your time's up!

My first poem:

Goodbye
I look into the mirror,
But all I see is horror.
Those eyes are as cold as ice.
And if I want to be precise,
It's dead on the outside,
But scared on the inside.

I stand outside,
Trying not to hide,
From the truth that I know so well,
Which will make my heart swell.
But before that, one last time,
For me to go back to the past time.

I see the big park,
It lingers in the dark.
The green trees tall and firm, like bodyguards,
Protecting the earth from storms afterwards.
It's amazing and awesome,
That this scene meant home sweet home.

I hear its bell.
I smell its smell.
Its puppy eyes staring at me.
Pleading me to agree.
But how can I say no,
With its chocolate brown eyes wanting to know.

As I walk the neighbourhood,
Trying to find the mood,
I bump into friends,
Chatting along as the friendship expands.
As time flies by,
It's time to say goodbye...

Finally I open my eyes.
The sight before me makes me cry.
Goodbye my pet.
Goodbye my friends.
Goodbye my home
And goodbye my life!

MUAHAHA!!!
i've FINALLY DEFEATED THE COLD!!!!

*sings: im the champion!! u're the loser!!*
*looks around* *people staring*
*paiseh and fades into the crowd*

but i seriously found a way!!

WAYS TO DEFEAT THE COLD!:

- top: wear 5 layers. singlet, 3/4 sleeve shirt, baggy tshirt, 1/2 sleeve wool shirt that covers the neck, wool jacket.
-bottom: wear 2 layer. thick and thin long pants
-socks: wear 3 layer, normal white socks, black knee high socks, another normal socks outside.
-neck: besides the wool shirt's neck thingy, a scarf.
-hand: thick wool gloves

muahahaha.. finally i feel WARM!! finally at midnight, didn't wake up cos of the coldness!! but i look damn huge but who cares. as long as im warm, im in heaven xD

Last Saturday was Aisha's 17th birthday! Yeah i know! 17!!! But still Im not the youngest >.<

Before i start, i'll introduce the present! so now im with the 'new asians group' because besides Tina, everyone else have been in this school the longest 3 terms, the newest is 1 term plus nia. I know you guys sure say 'why dont want be with angmoulang?' i tried! i was with angmoulangs for the first 3 weeks, but cant chat along that well, so change group lo >.<

the group is getting bigger, first time i came, i saw them, but there was only 3 people. First was Tina and Aisha, then came Theresa, then Aiky (she always ponteng school 1 =.=). This year came me, Chloe, Lisa and Joanne. =D Big right?? but still not as big as my msia group =D there i think got at least 13 ppl o.O look at the sunway lagoon group photo know d la xD

Okok, back to the birthday. Went to city to take sticker photo and karaoke. When i met them, i was ... I was so freaking odd!! Everyone was wearing so autumn-winter-ish clothes. me wear t-shirt and jeans with a jacket tied at my waist =.= damn casual. it wasnt cold that day, so wear like that lo. im such a summer girl xD

During sticker photo, i was also the odd 1 =.= they all do diff poses, but all LALA 1 =.= anyway i was like *look left and right* thinking 'shyt! what am i going to pose?!! i duno how to pose, worse of all is im NOT lala!! then before i knew it *chi-cak* =.= thank god no need take much, if not can die d. because there's like 8 of us, so we take in smaller groups, 4 each i think.

Den after that karaoke!!

I thought karaoke was boring!! BUT now i know its super fun lo. addicted liao xD theresa was like shouting her lungs out singing 'because of you' and it was quite good. not VERY GOOD but compared to normal ppl shouting to that song, counted not bad d xD

And here's PICTURES!! enjoy =D

ps: there's a group photo but lisa belum send to me, so wait la xD

Me, Lisa, Lela(not our school), Theresa and the bottom is bday girl, Aisha!

this pic was taken one day, out of boredom on the train and Tina started camwhoring.
btw, Tina is the girl i always take the train wif.
She's from China, 东北. I think she's kinda counted my close friend o.O

aiya dun worry la u guys, u all still more important xD


Bottom ones are from luna park, the day i had so much fun and got puked on.
duno happy or sad pun that day =.=
Tina, me, Lisa, the new zealander =D
ps: not my jacket! xP

today, year 10's got to miss the first lesson!! cos we're going to hear a blind person singing.

she was blind since 2 years old cos of some eye cancer. they actually had to cut off her eyes. *ouch* anyway she said she could change her eye color, like really dig out the current eye, choose another 1, put it back in. o.O

then this tv channel, channel 9 was there to record it. it was suppose to suprise her, like credit her for her talent or something. but seriously her singing damn freaking good!! my first concert! not really la, but first time hear pro singing live!! her voice damn strong and she played the guitar. so juz her voice and guitar. damn jealous lo.

after singing the second song, this tv guy came onto the stage and like suprise by saying: hey crystal! we're from channel 9 and we're doing this tv program on u!! blablabla.. den she had this labrodor. the dog SOOOO CUTE!! she tot that tv guy was going to hurt her owner, so she straight away stand up and started barking!! fierce lo o.O awww.. its protecting its owner, how sweet =D *missing cutie* when her owner sing, she sleeps. but the moment her owner stop singing, she becomes very alert and starts looking around.. so touched la.. the dog treat her owner so good..

anyway those camera ppl damn fake lo!! end of the third song, he did the same thing again, walk up the stage, said the same thing. den the camera not recording d, he said: 'damn this tv business!! everything has to be done the second time!!' LOLOLOLOLOL!!!

den the whole thing finish, they ask us to laugh for 10 secs =.= and clap for 2 mins =.=
FAKE!!!

but i love her song!! hehe.. youtube her.. i oni noe her names crystal.. i think.. o.O

HAH!

before i start this post, im giving you guys a warning first.
this post contains very high level of vulgarity, meaning swearings. so if u guys had always think im a good girl, pls dont read this. =D

i would like to dedicate this post to my MOST 'favourite' person in the whole universe. i really really pray hard to God that u actually read this!!
oh wait.
i forgot! you're too old to know anything about blog!
and oh yeah!!
sorry!! i forgot that you're so stupid that you cant actually read!!
aww. i feel so sorry for you.
hope you'll die soon and go to hell to solve your suffering!! =D

so here's what happened.

i was using XXX's skype and im so lucky that the person i've been waiting for so long CALLED me! (not me la but he thought im XXX). i gave him so many chances to get lost but noooo.

he called, i rejected. call, reject. for like 8 times i think. in the end, my patience ran out. i answered the next call, but i didn't say anything, cos no1. i wanted to know whether it's really HIM. no2. i wanted to give him the last chance to get lost and save him from nightmares. after comfirming its him, i ended the call.

BUT i never knew he was so smart to read my mind! he called again. HAH! your times up fucker! i answer and said: 'fuck you mother fucker!'. before he can even do anything, i ended the call. then he start writing in skype chat.

HIM. ME.
(fyi, dc its him and dd is suppose to be XXX)
ps: this is the EXACT conversation, i didnt upload the pic of it cos im too lazy)

dd said bad words??
can u juz freaking fuck off
u want to have fun, go find a fucking cheap slut
y r u saying this bad word 2 me?
dd knows it is dc calling?
of course i know who the fuck is calling
n fyi its not dd
dd sounded like u r angry at h?
d devil went into u oredi?
why the heck will i sound angry to my own HUSBAND
u are the devil
freaking off?/ what word is that?
christian
yeah rite
as if a true christian will be unfaithful
u christian use freaking fuck off?
dd is with d DEVIL now?
im so sorry that u're actually so stupid to not know how to read
if u scroll up, u can see that i wrote im not dd
FUCK YOU
dd IS NOT LIKE THIS ...DD IS AFFECTED BY D DEVIL?? TOT U WERE TALKING WITH H ..

he starts talking some bullshit bout his flight ==
CANT U FUCKING READ
IM NOT DD
FOR GODS SAKE
THEN WHO R U?? THIS IS TAKUSAN ON SKYPE
byebye
PLS COMFIRM

HAH!! i LOVE the ending!!! slam the door right in his PUSSYFACE!!

HAH!! FUCK THIS SON OF A BITCH!!!
*censored pic of me wif middle finger*

ps: i told some of u bout this person before, but maybe u forgot or what.
pps: im not gonna reveal who's the guy and who's acc i was using.
ppps: i actually took the pic wif me pointing middle finger but i scared scare u guys away so i din put.

pppps: MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH, I HOPE U READ THIS AND COME FIND ME!! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME TO KILL U MYSELF!!! or maybe not, i dont want to see ur pussyface and dickhead.. im far too good to even have any communication with u. u shd be happy that i actually wasted my time to swear at u!!

i have

FINALLY

decided to keep my hair

*ta-da*

LONG!

wishes

i want and wish:

- my knee to get better like NOW!!
i fell on wed and both my knee got big wounds, want to know how big?? can ask chiasing or weitar. then it was starting to harden, BUT i strain it today, so it bled again. which means the whole painful hardening process will begin ALL OVER AGAIN!! last night whole night cant sleep cause of that. now got to go through again.... can someone just kill me?

- winter shoes!!!
u noe the fluffy type of shoe u wear at home?? like bunny shoes or something.. wear socks will never NEVER warm my feet. then now many thanks to my wound, i need to wear shorts =.= freaking freezing!

- a job
who doesnt want money? and i want my OWN apartment!!

- holiday
not even gonna elaborate this.

F-U-T-U-R-E!

the past's the past. time to move on~ (easily said than done >.<)
the future (end of this year).. hmmm..

- have a job!!
- have my own apartment! (not mine la, my parents)
- balik malaysia!
- more friends in aus..?
- stop cracking my knuckles!! LOL!
- get contacts...?
- ace my exams!!!
- feel life's a better place.....??
- get someone to lean on.........???? i wish!
- slim down?? yeah right, like im willing to go on a diet!!
- find a skill/ talent! i notice im good at nothing. X voice, X musical skills, X creativity, X flexibility, X brain (i found out my brain oni works if it had read/ memorise stuff. if its like IQ or something........)

- be outgoing and not be shy!!! i hate being shy. u become so unnotice =.=

- think of ways to treat mom better!!!! i dun even wanna talk bout this.

so those are what i expect for the future. in my dreams!!
POSITIVE!! think positive!!
okok.. so fingers cross and pray hard..

emotions

seriously why suddenly i so semangat nak blog punya?? O.O (damn long bo use 'semangat' d, now use like very shuang LOL!!)

anyway..

i juz notice everyone's being so emo-ish lately. is this an emo year or something?? does the year of the ox mean emo??

hope not.

cos i cant wait to get back to malaysia in december and i dont want all my kawan kawan emo =D i noe im very infectious and can easily effect u all. (perasan xD) eh, but dun copycat la. emo now is my copyright!!

ALWAYS SMILE!!

HAPPY GO LUCKY!!

weee.. pictures~

but before that i wanna say something:

SIAUTHUNG & KAIXIAN: i miss washing toilet wif u guys!! xD

SIAUTHUNG & MEIYEN & someone else o.O: i miss sitting in the boot and eating KFC wif u all!! xP

nah.. the sweet memories... =D

*ps: ignore my ugly pics!! its the memories that u're looking, not the ugliness >.<

LOL!! py's head block st head! hahahaha!

pei yun and siau thung. cacat la u two xD

LOLOLOL! look at the hand behind me.

counseling dinner. form 2.

some counseling lawatan i think..

i see bra~ xD

LOL!! me and py, my ling =D

ice-skating~ damn long no go d T.T

SPYKER~! everyone change d o.O

ini py ar.. makan hamburger pun ada skill 1..

the artistic and most delicious ice cream! oni 1 ringgit~ xD

duno wat they doing in my room.

wait!

i see banana! =D

Yoyoyo. im back~
LOL! why suddenly im blogging? o.O
anywaaay,
should i:

keep my hair loooong?

OR

maintain my hair short?

come on.. answers ppl ANSWERS!! =P

the movie dream

noe wat happen to me on thursday night?? i had a dream, but it was my first dream with a beginning and ending and all the suspence and everything.. like a movie.. so here goes:

*the brackets are things im thinking or saying real life.. not in the dream.. xD

I was the only girl in a boys' basketball team and we're like the best team in the state or something. (i noe its perasan la, but its juz a dream) den we were like playing the final. n we were losing by 1-2points. den i shoot, it didnt masuk. but duno how the opponent took another 2 balls from duno where. den aso duno how i got 1 of them, shoot again, didnt masuk. den again duno how i got the last ball, this 1 very dramatic lo.. the movement of my whole body and the ball flying to the board was slow motion.. den before seeing it got masuk anot.. suddenly blackout!

den duno how many days or weeks or months or years later, i was in a crowded place. i saw an old lady in the middle of the crowd. duno why i took her to the toilet, duno how i noe she want go toilet aso. den when i came out someone said why did she came out from the freezer?. i juz ignored that.

den i was in a theme park, something like sunway lagoon. i was going through a maze, and some clown will come chasing after me. and im actually scared of clowns. (when i was small, im scared of them. now i juz hate them. ugly looking monsters.) den suddenly a lil girl came n rescue me out. she's like 2-3 years younger. den she asked me: 'arent u that girl in the boys' bsb team?' i say yes. she said: 'COOL!! so did u won the final?!' that aso i say yes (but i dun get it, i din see the last shot got go in anot aso) den somehow she found a boyfriend, bout her age and although im suppose to be the popular player, his love for that girl was too strong to ask me things like she did.

So i jalan the theme park myself. den suddenly i found a boyfriend aso. (damn zha dou lo!! duno how i find pun) so yeah lo.. sit rides together watsoever..

den 1 day, he was playing bsb wif my bsb team members. he was one of their frens, but i didnt noe and he doesnt noe who i am. den i wanted to go see him play. when i reach, but still cant see who he's playing wif yet (no specs ma. LOL! dream aso short-sighted.. wth). i overheard the guys, meaning my bsb team member la.

they asked my 'boyfriend': 'so u got gf now rite? who is it?'
my 'boyfriend' said my name (in the dream aso i din hear my name or any name, but it juz seem to be me, so wateva)
team members look shock and said: 'she's dead. she died the day we won the finals!'

den after hearing those, suddenly i remember everything. the old lady was actually a ghost and the toilet was actually a freezer or something to put dead bodies. so i was like putting or bringing her body there! no wonder someone said 'why did she came out from the freezer?' (dun ask me how that person see me if im a ghost, i aso duno) den the lil girl who saved me and her bf was aso ghosts, thats why i saw them. but duno how my boyfriend could see me, but no one else did. so he was like sitting rides and everything on his own to a normal person's view!

den the memory of the finals came into my mind, the last shot did got in at the last second, which made us win. but right after the shot went in, the opponent did something and i died on the spot!! (choi!)

the last scene of my dream was that i saw some ppl putting my body in that freezer and my head came off and roll on the floor till it was facing 'me' or the camera or wateva..

CREEPY RITE????! creepy yet interesting!! it really seem like a movie!! i wanna make it into a movie.. maybe it'll be the best movie of the year!! LOL!!

gonna be a director!! i wish.. GOOD NITE~

the past~

the past was so wonderful.. it seems like heaven now..

wats wrong wif me?? everyone's moving on but im not.. my body is moving on, but my heart and soul is in the past.. so im dedicating this post to the past =D

before that, thousand apologies for not blogging, and a million appreciation for still thinking and missing me.. yvonne, i read ur blog =D so yeah, lets start wif all my buddies wif no specific order =D

CHIASING:

- i miss ur crazy-ness.

- i miss going to the padang behind ur hse wif u.

- i miss overnighting at ur hse.

- i miss u feeding me when im at ur hse especially when i overnight xD

- i miss going to ur hse super early.

- i miss playing badminton wif u (although it wasnt often)

- i miss going swimming wif u.

- i miss somersalting in the water or diving wif u.

- i miss going on vacations wif u (sunway hotel and port dickson)

- i miss ice skating wif u.

- i miss our long phone calls.

- i miss our midnight talks on the balcony when i overnight ur hse.

- i miss trashing ur hse.

- i miss u laughing at my maple or computer skills.

- i miss going pasar malam wif u.

- i miss going out wif u.

- i miss watching ghost movies wif u. (i duno we go watch horror for wat, throughout the whole show keep closing eyes, ears, hugging each other)

- i miss u teaching me guitar (although it was a total waste of time >.<)

- i miss bitching or drooling over celebrities wif u.

- i miss being hyper wif u.

- i miss our midnight movies.

- i miss our first time playing archery.

- i miss our quite-long-besties friendship. =D

KAIXIAN:

- i miss my er jie and xianyu. =D

- i miss calling u 很有艺术感的人. xP

- i miss ur artistic drawings. xD

- i miss u helping me do my seni.

- i miss sharing the chair wif u in form 2.

- i miss playing futsal wif u. (cicak and koala xD)

- i miss playing netball wif u.

- i miss playing basketball wif u (shoot wif netball style and when u block me or i

block, we say 'i love you')

- i miss playing badminton wif u.

- i miss going ur hse n stand on ur bicycle.

- i miss our tattoo.

- i miss my form 2 penolong ketua kelas.

- i miss our secret codes or wateva u call it (thung and yvonne very *ah-hem*)

- i miss copying ur homework.

- i miss ur artistic presents.

- i miss kawad-ing wif u.

- i miss going out of class wif u. (form 2 and form 4)

- i miss going A&W wif u after badminton.

- i miss going kasturi wif u.

- i miss playing archery wif u.

- i miss playing fireworks wif u.

SIAUTHUNG:

- i miss ur yeng-ness.

- i miss ur lame jokes and funny jokes too.

- i miss playing futsal and netball wif u.

- i miss playing basketball wif u.

- i miss playing badminton wif u.

- i miss u taking me on rides on the bicycle. (damn shuang lo)

- i miss sending u home wif my bicycle (although i cycle and u run xD)

- i miss learning hip hop wif u.

- i miss ur haircut (LOL!)

- i miss the ham-bur-ger.

- i miss my lao gong.

- i miss the 'ma tong' or sotong.

- i miss kena potong rambut by pn teo wif u.

- i miss bumping into u when i keluar kelas.

- i miss sharing chair wif u in form 2.

- i miss going basketball training wif u.

- i miss going A&W wif u after badminton.

- i miss playing archery wif u.

- i miss playing fireworks wif u. (I can still remember the time in form 2, lantern festival, u tot the fireworks will explode that time n u ran n u fell! oni to found out its the sparkling type. HAHA xD)

YVONNE:

- i miss my da jie.

- i miss my basketball couch.

- i miss calling u 'chao you yu'

- i miss jogging wif u.

- i miss playing basketball wif u (u were always late in the morning >.<)

- i miss playing badminton wif u.

- i miss kawad-ing wif u.

- i miss going tuitions and walking to tuition wif u.

- i miss playing archery wif u.

- i miss going cycling together.

- i miss finding clothes for hari kebangsaan wif u.

- i miss going basketball training wif u.

- i miss ham-bur-ger.

- i miss going to the library to 'study' wif u. xD

- i miss going camp wif u.

- i miss our tattoo.

PHUIYEE:

- i miss my ling.

- i miss my jie (forgot which jie d, i think its 'san jie' o.O)

- i miss ur hyper-ness.

- i miss playing fireworks wif u.

- i miss the parties at ur hse.

- i miss jogging wif u.

- i miss playing badminton and basketball wif u.

- i miss going badminton training wif u.
- i miss training stamina wif u before LBT.
- i miss kawad-ing wif u.

- i miss being PRS wif u.

- i miss never being in the same class wif u but still friendship so good. (How ar?)

so yeah.. so far i write 5 first..

and here comes the further past!!

if u look carefully to this 3 pics, u can see that i actually had DIMPLES!!! T.T my dimples.. mana u pergi le..

i look so cute up there la..

look at me!!

like walking blindly.. cant remember wat was i doing.. xD

these photos are at least 4-5 years ago.. i cant believe i actually had dimples before!! noooo.. T.T thats why i say the past is like heaven!

and these are quite recent, but it seems so long ago.. these are pics the day before christmas..

thanks to ST, my post is perfect :P

*a-hem* this thung ar.. syok sendri!!

yes la.. ty very muchie la..

talking bout the past.. friday, i sit train balik rumah, den tina duno emo wat or dun wan talk to me or wateva la.. so i look out the window, den we pass by a private boys' skul.. n guess wat?! they were marching n doing formations!! i see this, straight away flashbacks of pbsm came out.. there was this weird and strong feeling, it was like i wanted to laugh+cry+scream.. omg.. i really really miss my life >.<

o.O long post.. anyway im outta here.. cheers xD